A few months after my divorce, I lived with a friend while the ex moved out. I had enjoyed a great sex life with an equally horny and gorgeous gym friend. Neither of us wanted commitment, just fun and frequent sex. She departed a week before to take a promotion in another state. I found myself easing back into porn and masturbation to soothe the daily urges. It didn't take long before I returned to my favorite guilty plea...

I was exploring my new life as a mid-thirties divorcee who recently relocated to a new state for work with few local connections. I have been bi-curious for many years but never dared to act. I would often navigate to trans porn websites. I eventually ventured to crossdresser and then to gay porn. I began to read free online ads to understand the dynamics of how to explore my fantasies. One Saturday morning, I awoke with...