Sherry Crane fidgeted in her pamp as she watched her husband of thirty years pack the diaper bag for their trip.  “I don’t need that many pamps!” she pouted.

Ananda glanced up at her over his glasses. “I’d rather have them than not. Drink your bottle.”

“Humpf.”

Sucking on the nipple of her bottle, she bit and pulled on the nipple, giving soft growls of frustration. Ananda looked up again. “Hey! Hey,  be nice to the bottle. If you’ve got an angry impulse with me, then you take it up with me, not the poor bottle. Those things are expensive. I’ve already replaced four nipples this month because you decided to tear them apart with those sharp teeth of yours.”

He walked over and sat next to her on the floor.  “What are you really angry about?”

“Humpf. Don’t need that many pamps!”

“Do you not trust my judgment on packing the bag? You want to switch to Big mode, and do all the packing for both of us? Lord knows I could use some littlespace time too.” 

Her eyes flickered Big; the littlespace gaze shifted to the adult she was for half a second. She caressed the side of his face. He closed his eyes behind his glasses and leaned into her touch.  “Don’t drop me and then expect me to go back to Big because you realize you don’t have the spoons to do the Big tasks.” He opened his eyes, they were brimmed with emotion he was trying to hold back. “It’s cruel. I cannot handle the emotional whiplash.”

Her eyes stayed Big as she stared into his tired face. The switchover mentally clicked.  She handed him the bottle and kissed him on the forehead.  “I got this,” she said in her actual non-Littlespace voice.

Ananda looked a little unsure, or insecure, too afraid to let himself fall fully into little space. He was too used to being the Big in their relationship, that he wasn’t sure or convinced she wouldn’t just change her mind in two seconds like she always did. 

“Are you sure?” His voice was already beginning to sound small.

“Very sure, baby boy. Here let me make you a drink, and then finish the packing. You can take a much needed nap. By the time you wake, we’ll be at Big Little Island.”

Ananda still fought the pull into Littlespace, until she kissed his forehead and caressed that spot behind his ears, that made him drop and he sighed, opening his legs and started to push at his clothes. “Off,” he pouted.

“Yes. You need a pamp, I know how you like to wet your diaper before a nap to make it more warm and comfy.”

“Want cookies!"

“I have to pack the bag, then you can have a cookie. Though I’m sure the resort will have plenty stocked.”

Sherry made quick work of fixing a bottle with Kool-Aid - the green kind, his favorite color. Before she got to work on her surprise she had in store for him once they got to the island. She made sure she had the nostalgia road trip playlist loaded on the iPod, and had extra pamps, a snack bag of cookies, dry cereal, goldfish crackers, and pretzels. Then loaded her sleeping husband in the car. He was buckled in the back seat, tucked in with a blanket, his binky, and his favorite stuffy, a well-loved sock monkey named Jorge. 

It wasn’t until after they’d stopped for gas on the mainland before driving onto the ferry that would take them to the island that Ananda woke up.  “Are we there yet?” he asked sleepily and sat up, rubbing his eyes in the dim dark of the early evening.  Sherry, who was dancing to a Selena song, turned around.  “Hey, look who's up!”

“Wow, I must have really needed a nap.”  Ananda said as he unbuckled his seatbelt and stretched then leaned forward to look out the front window.  “Oh, there it is!  I love all the lights! It’s like it's always Christmas on Big Little Island!”

“Yep, the ferry should arrive on the dock soon.”

“I love that we make time to go here every year. I really need it.”

“Me too.”

“Next time, when Winston and Rose have us over for dinner and ask us what is the secret to our happy marriage, maybe we could be honest with them. You think they will judge us too harshly if we tell the truth?”

“Not everyone understands this kink. I’m fine keeping it, just our marriage secret. It may not work for them anyway.  We are different people than them.”

“Yes, that’s true.”

Sherry turned to look at her husband, “Ananda, what would you say if I had a surprise for you this year?”

“I love surprises. What is it?”

“I was going to just spring it on you once we got checked into the hotel but I think I should say something now, just in case you may not be into it. I packed plenty of pamps for us both and all our favorite onesies and everything but lately,  I’ve been wanting to explore a different direction in our dynamic.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well,  you know I’m a furry, right?”

“Of course,” Ananda said, then his brown eyes widened.  “Oh!  Are … you thinking of adding a new character to our dramatis personae of kinky fun?”

“Yeah.  I, uhm,  finally got my commission fursuit ordered.  And I thought…”

“A Giant Plushie!!”

“Yes!”

“Oh, that sounds so fun. I wish you had told me so that I could get a commission too.  So you’d have a plushie to cuddle sometimes too.”

“Well,  there is always next year, but  I just .. I hate that we have to sacrifice who gets to be the little and relax from all the adulting of day-to-day life. This way we can both be Little in the way that we need, you know?”

“It’s a beautiful idea, Sherry Bear, I love it.”

He leaned forward, and she twisted more fully to kiss him between the divide of the front seats.  

It wasn’t long before the ferry docked and the cars were unloaded to the parking lot with a traffic  guard waving glowing lights and directing the traffic to drive off the ferry and down the narrow road that led to the parking lot of the resort on the island. 

Governess Sweetheart, the founder of Big Little Island, came out into the lobby at the first stop of the resort. Everyone was gathered there, and those who had been there before were reassuring the newbies of how great a time they were about to have. Governess Sweetheart was wearing all pink with a beanie hat pinned to a curly nest of hair that had a swirly lollipop broach stuck atop it. Her skirts were so frilly and layered with thick straps and giant buttons over her modest-sized chest. She crinkled when she walked, as the slight train of lacy frilly skirts followed after her. She turned and faced the eager crowd. 

“Welcome to Big Little Island for another year of action-packed fun!  Your complimentary sippy cup and pacis are already awaiting you in your room upon check-in. Please proceed to the check-in foyer in an orderly fashion. We’ll get everyone checked in without any injury or worry.  To the island newbies, welcome!  The resort is open three days a year, and we pride ourselves for being an island of no-adulting fun, for adults who need a break from adulting. So wear your pamps proudly. No need to hide your paci, or even walk on two legs. There are crawl safe areas for those who just want to fully let go and relax. The Lollipop Mountain Race and Other Games start just after lunchtime tomorrow! Hope to see you all there. Stay safe, and enjoy your stay on Big Little Island.”

The couples and polycules made their way to the several check-in stations in the foyer.  

“I’m so glad we booked ahead of time. Remember last year when we ended up with that room with the broken AC unit and those ugly gray curtains. I made sure to get us a quality suite this time.” Sherry said.  

Ananda nodded, sucking his paci and holding her hand, when he suddenly squeezed her fingers. She looked over at him. He was blushing. And she smiled. “Someone is going to need to be changed when we get up to our room,” she teased affectionately.  

He took his paci out of his mouth to say, “Do I get points for holding it this long?”

“Definitely.”

____

The Suite that they’d secured was very large, with a ball pit in the center of a circular couch.  A big screen tv, with all the channels unlocked. There was a juice-box mini bar, a small fridge loaded with candy and snacks. There was a bubblemaker blowing bubbles all over the room, and dimmer lights and complimentary packs of adult pamps on the dresser, next to the champagne flute sippy cups, and boxed pacis, one with a little cow on it, the other with a little bear.

“So this is how the other half lives?”  Ananda joked as he walked around the room, taking it all in.  Sherry watched him waddle and pick up one of the soft pillows and hug it to his chest like it was a plushie. “Oh, they’re like double-stuffed, Sherry,  squeeze one, I love the pillows here.  I bet they never go so flat you have to fold them in half.”

She giggled at his enthusiasm. “Yeah, it’s our big 3-0 anniversary, I wanted to go all out as much as I could.”

“I don’t think I can go back to the standard rooms after this,”  Ananda said as he set the pillow back down on the bed. And moved to close the distance to give his wife a kiss.  “Mmm,  I forgot to mention…”

“Is it another adulting thing,  no adulting talk on the island, it’s a rule.”

“I know, but it’s a good thing. We won’t have to go back to standard rooms, because I bought us a season pass that reserves a suite for us automatically every year. The season pass is good for five years, with the package I got then I’ll have to renew it, but that should be easy work to renew every five years, right? I just wanted to say that before I take out my fursuit and model it for you.”

Ananda smiled. “That’s great to hear!  I don’t know why we didn’t think to do that earlier. But I guess we didn’t really realize how much something like this really helps to look forward to every year.”

“Yeah…” Sherry ran her hands over his shoulders. He moved closer and hugged her. Tightly. Tight enough that his hips crinkled against her thighs.  And she whimpered.  “I love that sound.”

“Me too.”

“My diaper is warm and wet.”

“I know.”

Pulling apart the hug, Sherry rubbed the tip of her nose against Ananda’s for a moment. “Need to put on my fursuit, it’s game night tonight, but the bedtime bell rings early tonight so everyone gets up early enough for the obstacle course tomorrow.”

“Oh, the arcade is gonna be packed tonight. Why don’t we stay in? Then we can do the obstacle course run tomorrow? Be the first to arrive because we stayed in, and didn’t get caught up playing games.”

“Mmm. Let me get changed.”

“Okie!”

Sherry went to the bathroom, grabbing one of their bags that had her suit inside it. Staring at her human face, she took a deep breath and then stripped off her clothes. Keeping only her still dry pamp and her thin camisole on before she slipped on all the parts of the suit.  

Exiting the bathroom, she was wearing the plushiest, cuddliest,  blue and purple fox-bear hybrid fursuit. Mostly purple body with a blue paws, one blue star over the left eye, and a long bushy blue tail, and blue stars from the left breasts down the belly making an S-shape,  stamping the belly button then down one side of the hip,  and the fursuit even had on a giant green and white polkadot cloth pamp.  

“What do you think?”

“Ohhh, now you’re a Sherry Bear for real!! I really want to cuddle you!!”

Moving to lie on the bed, Sherry grunted out a giggle when Ananda half jumped atop her to cuddle. He crinkled as he spread his legs to wrap around and cuddle as much of Sherry Bear’s cuddly and soft body as he could. 

Bringing pawed hands to rub his back and squeeze-hug him tight. Ananda loved how soft the fur was, and how warm he felt.  He felt his body get aroused. A happy-boner growing and pressed against the soft wet of his diaper. He whimpered, and his hips wiggled. 

“Feels good,” he mumbled. 

There was a kind of moaning sound, muffled from Sherry inside her fursuit head. Her paw-covered hands moved to grope her husband’s diaper-clad bottom and squeezed to hear that crinkle sound again.  He sighed and grunted as he started to rut his hips against her. Rubbing and rubbing, rutting and rutting on his wife, the giant plushie, until he felt good. Until he felt his mind light up with happy sparkles and his diaper got wetter in a different way.  

His hand gripped the fur on her shoulders, as he bore down and ground harder against her.   Her paws held him tighter in a hug. Intimately whispering her encouragement for him to keep going. She was getting aroused herself as well, being used this way. This had to be one of her best ideas yet. She could drop into littlespace and enjoy the freedom of that simplicity of mind as well, right along with him.

“Oooh!”  Ananda squealed, as he thrust hard against her now. His face twisted with effort, as he felt his body shiver with warm heat and he was leaking in his pamp. It wasn't long now till he felt that bright bliss everywhere.

“Mmmpf, Sherry Bear … ~Ahhh…!” He sighed and trembled hard atop his plushie wife. She held him tight and bucked up against him. Turning to the side, his leg went between her legs, as she rubbed against him.   

Sherry was sweating inside the suit but it was worth it, when she felt herself cum apart, against him, hard that she squeaked then growled.  And Ananda moaned, nuzzling the fur.

In the afterglow of just cuddling and breathing, there was a sound of soft hissing. Ananda’s eyes widened knowing it was Sherry finally wetting her diaper as well. She sighed and her weight got heavier against him. The stream went on for a long time.

Ananda giggled. 

“You really hadda go, didn’t you, Sherry Bear?”  

“So bad! I tried to hold it as long as I could.”

“Well, you held on longer than me. That means you win,”

“You can get me back at Lollipop Mountain tomorrow.”

“There is a mini fridge full of snacks. Wanna have a candy bar and some popcorn for dinner?”

“Oooh yes, only if there’s caramel popcorn!”

With a playful grunt, Ananda nudged the giant plush of his wife off of him. She rolled over, and he got up to go over to the mini fridge and checked out the snacks. 

“Yep, they got butter, caramel, and cheese popcorn, and all the candy bar brands I’ve heard of and some that are new and different.”

So that night they enjoyed a decadent dinner of popcorn and candy bars, and turned on the big screen tv to watch cartoons, while snuggled up in the ball pit til they fell asleep. The next morning, Ananda was up, changed, and drinking a juice box, waiting for Sherry to figure out what she wanted to wear. 

“There’s going to be lots of group hall eating today, I can’t wear my plushie costume and eat with everyone, it will be weird to have to take off my head to eat. I don’t want to wear my Big clothes, and it will be too weird to be a couple and we’re both Littles with no Bigs!”

“No. It won't be too weird. And if people think it's weird, then that’s their problem. This is our weekend too,  Sherry. It's okay, put on a pamp and be little with me this year. I think it could be fun!”

Sherry smiled as she watched Ananda slurp from his juicebox. Her eyes drifted to the wedding ring on his hand that was holding the juicebox. 

“Okie!”  

Then she got dressed in her favorite overall jumper, a fresh pamp, and, a comfy, soft t-shirt. Ananda was dressed in his bunny jumper, and rubber ducky rubber boots. They went out to the group hall to get an actual meal other than candy and popcorn.  

On the menu, there were items like: chicken nuggies (both dino or regular);  mac and cheese (with or without ketchup or bbq sauce);  cheesy noodle alfredo;  spaghetti o’s with little hot dogs cut up in it; fish sticks with curly fries;  pb and j sammiches; grilled cheese with fries, soup or both; veggie platter with cheese cubes, cold cut slices and multigrain crackers; apple sauce with or without apple slices inside it;  personal pan pizza; spicy ravioli; curry chicken with pocket bread; cold cereal (with almond, cow, or goat milk, with a long list of brand flavors to choose from). It was a long list of nostalgic comfort foods, as many the variety of people who came here could provide for. And they always took suggestions or custom orders to fit anyone’s dietary needs or preferences. 

Sherry got the cheesy noodle alfredo with fishsticks and Ananda got curry chicken with pocket bread, and they split a big bowl of applesauce, which they slurped down with swirly straws. Afterwards, walking hand in hand, they passed by the group napping area, the pool with lots of water slides and water safe arcade games to win all sorts of water safe toys to play with, and even little bottles of cartoon themed shampoo and soaps.  

There was the pillow fight lounge and at the very end of all the fun activity halls was a giant wall-sized window that showed the piece de resistance - Obstacle Course Arena. And in the center of that arena was a giant play castle that everyone called Mt. Lollipop, as there was a big swirly lollipop at the center. As part of the games, you had to pull it from the pillow fort of ‘stone’  and wave it once you or your teammate got to the top. It was all very inspired and reminiscent of ‘capture the flag’ 

Sherry and Ananda pressed their faces against the glass to look out the window. “Oh, I can’t wait to kick everyone’s butts at the obstacle race to lollipop mountain this year. We just gotta win this year, we just gotta!”

“Yeah, maybe with us both being littles, we can. Neither of us have to think like a Big,  we can just be fierce all the way, til one of us gets to the top.”

“What’s the prize this year, do you know? Did they say?”

“Don’t know. But I still wanna win.”

“Me too.”

There was the sound of hissing as Ananda began wetting his diaper.  Sherry giggled.  “You really are excited, with your puppy bladder.”

“Ooh! We should get changed into more moveable clothes for tonight. It will be hard to climb in that jumper, you’ll flash your diaper to everyone.”

“I packed our athletic onesies. Those should work.”

“Excellent.”

_____

Later that day, Governess Sweetheart, wearing a black and white striped, referee onesie with a matching black tutu skirt, stood on a platform before hundreds of Littles, Bigs, Middles, Mediums, and all variants of Ageplayer, in all manner of liberated and kink-affirming outfits. Sherry and Ananda were wearing their athletic hooded onesies, with grippy socks, and a paci with a flavored nipple clip-strapped to the top hem of their onesies.  

“Welcome to the Lollipop Mountain Arena, Littles and Bigs!  As is tradition, the first Little to get to the top of Lollipop Mountain and free the Lollipop Stem from the Pillow Fortress will win a Mysterious Grand Prize!  There are four simple rules. Rule one, no carrying! All must use their own mobility and mobility devices to get to the top.  Rule two is teams of two only! I know that we got some large kink-families here, but two per team only to keep things simple and fair.  Rule three, keep in mind the juice box stations speckled throughout the course if you need a break of any kind. They have a high, bright flag manned by a staff member in a checkered onesie and a blue lollipop visor.  And finally, rule four,  keep your team tokens on your person at all times, and most of all, remember to have fun! The activity rooms will be open an extra hour tonight for those who competed and didn’t win the grand prize, so in a way, everyone wins something, even if they didn’t get to claim the grand prize this year. So, without further babbling from me, take your positions! On your mark, get set, go!” 

At the sound of the whistle, Ananda and Sherry took off! While most teams went straight ahead as fast as they could right away,  they took their time and went around a secret way.  Hitting all their favorite nature spots on the island along the way - feeding the ducks, and smelling the flowers.  

Only stopping at the juice box station two times, they found quickly that they had made it around the back side of lollipop mountain where there were stairs and a ramp vs. the rope and climbing gear they had to use if they approached the mountain at the front after having to wade across the ball pit moat—that had feet tickling ‘monsters’ underneath.  

Ananda and Sherry made it to the top and were surprised at their luck. Together, they pulled the Lollipop free of the mountain. Once they did, a giant spotlight shone down upon them, declaring their victory to the whole island.

“We won, Sherry!”

“Yes! No matter what happens the rest of this trip, we’ll have bragging rights!”

“Co-Monarchs of Big Little Island!  I wonder what the grand prize will be.”

The grand prize was announced on their final night on the island. It was a lifetime membership to the Island. The money already spent on a season pass was returned to them, with the hope that they could give a season pass to another couple to share the freedom and joy that is Big Little Island.

Upon checkout,  as they were finalizing the details for accepting their grand prize, a familiar voice called out to them across the lobby.  “Hey, Crane! Ananda Crane! Is that you?”

He turned around.  “Winston? Rose? What are you two doing here?”

“Won the trip on this radio show we listen to. Nice place, huh? I didn’t think I’d like it, but it’s actually quite liberating and cathartic.  Most fun I’ve had in a long time.”

“Is this your first time coming here as well?” Rose asked.  

“Yeah, how did you find out about this resort? Didn’t expect to find you two here…”

At that point, Ananda glanced at Sherry, who only smirked.  “Guess the secret is out now, huh?”