It's no secret that I want you, but I don’t think I've ever told you how much.

You once asked if I would rather be riding you, instead of lying in my bed alone. The answer to that is 'yes,' which I should have said immediately after you asked the question. The thing is, that's not all I want to do with you or rather to you because my mind and body want more. I want to make out with you until my lips get tired. I'd be straddling you, and have my hands in your hair, gripping and pulling because it's kind of a turn-on. I want to grind on you while we are making out, and yes, we are still fully dressed because I want to feel how much you want me. Spoiler alert; I might come if I keep it up for a while since my clit gets a bit sensitive from all that friction. I want to hear how good it feels to have me grinding on your dick. If it doesn't feel good enough, you can use your hands on my waist to control my pace and movements. 

I would love to go down on you; sorry, I want to go down on you because I can't get the image of your dick out of my head even if I wanted to. Sweet Jesus, I've caught myself smiling like an idiot so many times because the image is burned into the back of my brain. Every video I've seen of you stroking yourself is hot as fuck, but I always forget it’s a recording and tend to say stuff like: that’s it baby, stroke that cock.

Or when you're leaking precum and you show it to me, I always imagine myself touching you and using my thumb to spread it over your tip. I also wonder what you'd taste like, and if you'd fit into my mouth. I've never been gagged or choked before, but at that point, I wanted it. You know, the other day I touched myself. It was the first time I ever did something like that. Normally I don't use my fingers, but seeing you doing it just compelled me to. Since that day or before that day I guess, I think of you every time I'm trying to get off even though I'm watching something. I can't fucking read a book with smutty scenes and not imagine it was us. Am I obsessed?

Fuck, I imagined you eating me out and let me tell you it was hot as hell. You between my legs, teasing, licking, sucking and tongue-fucking me into an orgasm is definitely on my bucket list. Would you kiss me when you're done?