I should not,
But still I care.
I wonder where,
I wonder why,
Then I think,
What went wrong?

Now I remember.
It was there,
But now it's gone.
Forgotten and lost,
Moving away,
Hanging by a thread.

Thread can be cut,
But this one can't.
First love doesn't die,
But you can forget it.
It just wasn't meant to be.

You said no for a reason,
So now it's my turn.
For once in my life,
I will stick to my word,
Which happens to be only one,
No.

Ask me again,
I will say the same,
No, no way,
Not gonna happen.
My last goodbye,
Dry tears I cry.
You aren't meant for me.

No more being led on,
Not dealing with that,
No more insults,
And calling me fat.
I am done with you,
We have been through,
Ever since we met.

Dry tears I cry,
There are none left.
Only the memories,
Of sodden pillows,
Shaking hands,
Silent sobs,
Burning lungs,
And a black hole in my heart,
Which is becoming whole,
Once again.