I grew up on the streets of east LA. My older brother was killed at thirteen in a gang fight. I joined my first gang when I was very young. It was different than my brother’s. His gang was all about gang fights and turf wars.  

My gang is about helping lost kids who needed help. The gang in a way was for all the misfits. We would take them in and try to show them a different way. Most of the time, they are from other gangs, such as my brother's.

Women had to be careful. I know some who are no longer with us.

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I lost my virginity in my junior year of high school I was sixteen. I will never forget being fucked in an alley on a dirty blanket. Jessie was a friend of my brother.

He told me, "Maria, sex is fun. I will show you how much fun it is.”

We walked down the alley, and he pulled out his cock and told me to get on my knees and suck it.  

This was the first cock I had ever seen, but I did as he asked. 

He then pushed me back on that dirty blanket and pulled off my panties and stuck his cock in my virgin pussy.

I wanted to enjoy sex, but I did not this time. But as I grew older I did. This time It hurt too much. He only lasted maybe a minute before he splashed his cum in me. That was the last time I ever heard from him. I was nothing more than a one-night stand.

Jessie went on to join one of the gangs like my brother had joined.

I would not ever join a gang like my brother, but I worried I would be a target for other gangs.

I heard about the gang I joined at school, one of my friends, Jasmine, told me about a gang she joined called them. “Guardians."  

I went with her to one of the gang's meetings and found out what they were about. 

The leader, a guy named Joc, talked at the meeting. I found out that they taught martial arts to their members so we could defend ourselves. They also took in the beaten and unwanted people from other gangs. They were not into turf wars. All they wanted was peace and a chance in life. All this gang was a place for us to feel safe. Beyond the training we got in martial arts, there was friendship. It was a gang for those who did not to belong a gang. We were a gang in name only.

I joined that day, and all I had to do was say I wanted to join. There was no terrible thing you had to do.     

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That was a while ago, and now I am at the top of the list and considered a leader. I am also close to being an expert in martial arts. 

I have become involved with Joc. He is now my boyfriend and very protective of me, almost to the point of being overbearing.

He assigned another huge man, Chico, to look out for me when he was not around.

At school, it was almost a joke that I had Joc or Chico around me all the time, except for P.E. class.

I would ask Joc, "Why am I doing all this training if you or Chico is always there?" 

He would reply, "Because I say so."

The first time Joc and I had sex was during one of my training sessions. He was showing me some moves, and I flung him to the ground and landed on top of him.

I smiled and said, "Looks like I am the teacher now." 

He threw me off him, jumped on top of me, and said, "I don't think so."

I pulled him closer so I could kiss him. 

Our tongues tangled as we kissed. I could feel his cock grow through his shorts.

He looked at me for approval as he put his hand on my boob and began to feel it.

The sweat from his brow dripped on me as we kissed. I got up and took off my shirt and shorts. I then pulled out his cock and began stroking it.

He looked at me and said, "I have wanted this for so long."

We got back down on the yoga mat. He slid his cock into my wet pussy. Our two sweaty bodies entangled as we fucked.

All I could think of was, this is sex, not like what I had with Jessie.

His cock went in and out of me, and the pleasure was sending me into a place I had never been before. 

Faster and faster, he went, then unloading a load of cum.

I thought this is what sex should be: enjoyable.

He fell back on the yoga mat, and we rested for a minute. 

Joc said, "Maria, I want you to be my girlfriend."

It was more of an order than an ask. 

I looked at him and said, "Okay. Let's see how this goes." 

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Over the next few months, we became a couple. Everyone knew not to flirt with me, and for the most part, the only other guy I spoke with was Chico.

I was a couple of weeks away from graduation when many turf wars broke out.

After one of the fights, Joc called me and said, "I need to see you right away."

I told him, "I will be right over."      

When I got to his house, I was shocked to see him with a black eye and many cuts and bruises.

I asked him, "What happened? Are you alright?"

He replied, "I was helping a friend who belongs to the Razors, and his rival gang, Blood, attacked us. There was a big fight, and one guy was taken to the hospital. Otherwise, everyone left whole except cuts and bruises."

I asked, "What were you helping him do? I thought we were supposed to stay away from members of gangs like that."

He sneered at me and said, "I can do what I want. You can't do that or the others in our gang, only me. Do I make myself clear?"

I just nodded my head.

From that day forward, something was changing with Joc. It seemed almost every weekend; he was involved in a gang war. He quit giving all of us martial arts training. He became crazy obsessed with me, so I could barely talk to anyone, even my girlfriends at school.

I was worried about what the summer might look like with him. The following year, I wanted to go to a community college because it was cheap, and I wanted to get a career and get the hell out of East LA.

The week before my graduation, I was at his house with him, and Chico and Joc got a phone call. 

After the call, he said, "Chico, you stay here with Maria. I have to help my friends."

He ran out of the house, and I knew exactly what he would do. Go and get into another fight. 

I sat there and talked with Chico. He was a nice guy, and I knew he did not want to get involved in fights if he could avoid them.

Thirty minutes later, Joc returned with a few cuts and bruises.

He said, "Maria, the Razors offered me to be the leader of their gang, and I said yes. I like the gang and want you and Chico to join, too."  

I replied, "Are you crazy? I thought you wanted our gang to stay away from shit like this. What will happen to our gang?"

He laughed and said, "Our members can join or be alone. I don't care either way."

He grabbed my hand and said, "Let's go. Are you coming, Chico?"

Chico shook his head no.

We drove to the gang house where Joc was made the leader. 

One member asked Joc, "Is she going to join the gang?" Pointing at me.

Joc replied, "Yes, she is." 

Another guy said, "You know our rules, Joc. Pick the four guys who get to fuck her. So, she can be a member here."

I could not believe what I was hearing. That Joc was going to allow four guys to fuck me when all this time he had been so protective.

I thought he would never say yes until he pointed at four guys and said, "You four can have her, but I want to watch." 

The four guys got up and walked towards me, and Joc stopped them and said, "Maria, you do not have to do this, only if you want to."

I was unsure of what to do. I knew if I left, I would be on my own again. I nodded with approval.

There were four of them: Mikey, Lance, Reggie, and one called Shrimp.

Mikey and Lance undressed me, and once I was, they pushed me to my knees. All four of them pulled out their cocks so I could blow them. I also now knew why they called the one Shrimp.  

I took two cocks, one in each hand and the other in my mouth. Shrimp stood on the side and watched with Joc.  

Reggie blew his load in my mouth in less than a minute. Lance pushed me to the ground and stuck his cock in my pussy and pumped me. He fucked me so hard I thought he must have never fucked anyone in his life. Shrimp came over so I could suck his cock, and I kept jerking off Mikey. 

I was soaking wet and liked being fucked.

A few minutes later, Lance came in me and moved to the side. Mikey yelled out, "I want sloppy seconds."

Mikey put his cock in me and slowly fucked me and said, "I want this to last. Your pussy feels so good."

I could see Joc out of the corner of my eye watching, and he had pulled out his cock and was masturbating.

Shrimp stepped to the side and said, "I get dibs next. I want to fuck her too, so hurry up, Mikey."

Mikey's cock felt good going in and out.

Mikey pulled out and said, "I am close. I want to fuck you, doggie style." He then rolled me over and put his cock back in me. 

He did not last even a minute before he shot his load on top of Lance's.

Shrimp yelled, "Yippie. It's my turn. I don't know what you call it, but I say messy thirds."

He plunged his tiny cock into me and pumped all through all the cum as he fucked me.  

He fucked me as hard as he could. Cumming in just a few short seconds. 

He got up, and all four of them stood over me. Joc walked over and still masturbating and said, "Time for me to cum."

He shot his load all over my face, and the other four all gave him a round of applause.

Joc said, "Mission accomplished. You are now a member here, Maria." 

I got up, grabbed my clothes, and ran home. I was crying all the way there. Even though I liked the sex I had become what I had been trying to avoid all my life. I was ashamed of myself.

I was so upset I did not know what to do until the doorbell rang, and it was Chico. He came to my room, saw the tears in my eyes, and knew what had happened.

He said, "Maria, you are a beautiful and caring person. You do not have to belong to that gang. I am moving right after graduation to my aunt's house in Northern California. You can come with me, and I promise always to protect you. All the time Joc had me guarding you, I came to care about you a lot."

I replied, "Why would you want me? I am all used up by all those guys. I am a whore now."

He replied, "I don't care about the past. I only care about the future. You don't have to decide right now. I know you are upset."

He came over and hugged me for over an hour without saying another word.  

We talked for another half hour before he left, which made me feel better.

I thought about what he said and liked the idea but was scared. I knew Chico, but did I really know him after what happened?

The next day, Chico called and asked if he could take me out to a place to have a picnic far away from east LA.  

I thought this sounded good. Anything to escape where I lived for a few hours and agreed to go out. 

He took me to a beautiful park, bringing a blanket and a bucket of chicken with the fixings.

The food was good, and the conversation was even better. We shared our dreams and hopes in life. I never knew how smart and caring of a man he was.

It was getting late in the day, and Chico asked me, "Would you like to go to the ocean and put our feet in the water?"

I replied, "I would love to." 

We got to the beach and sat on his blanket, and he said, "Maria, I have been debating whether to say this to you all day. I think Joc has gotten mixed up with some bad people. I am sure he is doing drugs and might even be selling them. I know it's up to you if you want to hang around him, but I thought you should know this."

I looked at him and replied, "That does not surprise me. I knew something was wrong. He was not the same person he was six months ago. To do what he did to me, he would have never done that back then. I mean, that's why he had you guard me against things like that."

Chico replied, " I am glad you know. I think he has become dangerous." 

I leaned over and hugged Chico. I felt safe and wanted by him. For the first time in my life, I thought I might be falling in love.

He held me with those strong arms, leaned in, and kissed me. The feeling of love and his grip made my heart feel wanted.

We laid down on the blanket and continued to kiss. 

Chico said, "Maria, I want to make love to you. I understand if you don't want to."

I looked at him and said, "I never wanted anything more in my life." 

He reached over and undid my shirt and began feeling my breasts as we kissed. I reached down and felt his stiff cock through his pants. 

We tossed around on his blanket until we were both naked. I went back on the blanket and waited for his cock to plunge into me.

He was a big man, and his cock was as big as he was. 

We kissed as he made love to me. This feeling was so different than anything I had felt before. This was more than sex. It was love.

I was soaking wet and having multiple orgasms. 

He went slow, and I could tell he felt love as we fucked. 

We made love for over thirty minutes before he came.

He looked at me and said, "Maria, I know you may not believe me, but I have been in love with you for a long time. I was always afraid to say that because of Joc. I did not want to interfere with you and him."

I smiled and said, "I have never been in love before, Chico. I am sure the feelings I have for you now are love."

We kissed on the beach a while longer before he drove me home.

The following day, I called Chico and said, "I want to go with you to your aunt's house. How soon can we leave?" 

He replied, "The day after we graduate from school, I will be ready to go, and my aunt knows you might be coming."

"Okay, that works fine for me, and I will tell my mom right after I hang up," I said. 

Everything was going great until the day before we were going to leave when Joc saw me walking with Chico.

Joc walked up to us with three of his gang members and said, "You fucking bitch. How long have you been fucking Chico? You are a fucking whore."

Chico went right up to his nose and said, "You apologize right now, Joc, or I will beat the fuck out of you."

Joc laughed and said, "You think you can take me? I trained you, and there is no chance you can. Plus, these three guys will take you out if you even try."  

Chico looked at Joc, then, in one swift move, picked him up and tossed him into the other three guys, then said, you may have trained me, but I am stronger than all of you, so get the fuck out of here before I crush all of you."

Two of the other guys ran off. Joc got up and tried to punch Chico, but Chico smashed Joc in the face. 

Joc laid on the ground bleeding from his nose and said, "Fuck you, Chico." 

The other guy helped Joc up, and they left.

That was the last time I saw Joc. The next day, Chico and I left for his aunt's house.

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I enrolled in a community college and decided to try to be a teacher someday. Chico asked me to marry him, and I could not be happier. We are now looking for an apartment. My mom called me and told me that Joc was in prison for dealing drugs.  

I want to thank a member here for this story idea. Black Bull thank you.