I don't know why I am the way I am. I just know what I like. 

I never felt this way when I was young. It happened on a school field trip during my senior year of high school.

In one of my classes we studied fossils, and we went to a place known to have some. It was deep in a forest along a small creek.

I found some fossilized plants and a couple of shells. I was walking back to join the group. We had all spread out looking for fossils.

I saw three guys from my class having a peeing contest. They did not know I was there. I had only seen one cock in my life and seeing their cocks was a treat for me. They were seeing who could pee the furthest and the longest. The guy with the biggest dick shot his pee six or seven feet.

After they left, I went to where they were. I could not believe they shot their pee that far. I knelt to see if they left a scent, but I could not smell anything. 

From that day forward, I was fascinated by watching guys pee. I would sneak a peek wherever I could. My older brother would bring his college buddies by, and I would wait in the bathtub behind the shower curtain and watch as they peed. Some of his friends had huge cocks.

This worked very well until one day one of his friends caught me.

He pulled back the shower curtain and said, "What the fuck are you doing in the bathtub, Holly?"

I said nothing for a minute, trying to think of a reason to be in the bathtub. Then I said, "I thought I had left my phone in here, and when I heard the door open, I just hid behind the curtain. I don't know why I did that, but I did." 

Jason replied, "Bullshit. I think you were spying on me and wanted to see my cock."

He unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock, and said, "Give me a blowjob, and I won't tell your brother and parents what you are doing."

I was so scared he would tell on me that I stepped out of the bathtub and said, "Okay, I will do that, but you promise not to tell on me?" 

He nodded his head.

Then I said, "I have never given a blow job. Will you tell me how to?"

He looked at me, shook his head, and said, "Jeez. Wrap your lips around my cock and suck on it, going back and forth with your head, and do not use your teeth. That hurts."

I did what he asked me to do, and I now had something else I liked. I loved sucking on his cock.

Within a few minutes, he shot a load of cum in my mouth. I did not know what it was and asked him, "Did you just pee in my mouth?"

He laughed and said, "No, that was cum. He said open your mouth again, and I will wash the cum down with pee."

I did what he asked, and he shot a tiny amount of pee down my throat.

He zipped up his pants and said, "You are a good little cock sucker. I won't tell on you, but I would like another blowjob one day soon."

He walked out of the bathroom, and I got some gargle and gargled the cum and pee out of my mouth. I was not sure about germs and stuff.

I did not know how to feel about what happened, but I did like the flavor of his cum and pee.  

I went back to my room and waited till they all left to go downstairs and watch TV.

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Two weeks later, Jason called. He said, "I want to cash in the blow job you owe me this weekend. You can come over to my apartment and do it there. I also want you to do it naked. You look like you have an excellent body."

I replied, "I do not know about being naked. I guess I can. I have seen you, so I guess you can see me."

He said, "See you Saturday afternoon around five."

I don't know why I was excited to blow him again, but I was. I thought maybe I could watch him pee after I blew him. 

I dressed to meet him at his house and decided not to wear a bra or panties. 

I got to his house on time, and he answered his door and let me in. I was surprised to see Tommy, another of my brother's friends, there.

Jason said, "Hope you don't mind, Holly, but Tommy wanted to watch you blow me and take a couple of pics."

I replied, "Sure, why not? As long as you don't show my brother or parents the pics."

Jason said, "Great, let's get started. How about you strip for us first? That way, I will get nice and hard for you."

I took off my shirt, and I could tell they were surprised I had no bra on, and when I took off my pants, they were even more surprised I had no panties on.

Jason told me, "Spin around so we can see that perfect hot body of yours."

I spun around for them and did a quick little dance and shook my ass at them.

Jason took off his pants and shorts and began masturbating, watching me. I think Tommy was, too, but he was standing behind a chair, so I could not see. 

I walked over to Jason and took his cock in my hand and began to stroke it. I looked at him in his eyes, and I could see his anticipation. I knew he wanted to see my lips on his cock.

Tommy came around the chair, and I was right. He was masturbating with one hand and holding his phone in the other to take a pic.

I put the tip of Jason’s cock in my mouth, and I heard a click-click of Tommy taking pics.

I took the whole cock in my mouth and bobbed my head back and forth, sucking on him. I felt Tommy feeling my tits as I did. I turned my head to see Tommy for just a second and saw he had his cock right by the side of my face.

I stopped blowing Jason and looked over at Tommy and said, "I suppose you want a blowjob too?"

I took his cock in my mouth and gave his cock a quick lick and turned my attention back to Jason.

I sucked on Jason’s cock and stroked it with my hand and soon felt a load of his cum in my mouth.

Jason said, "Fuck, you are good at that. I wish you were my girlfriend. I would have you blowing me every day. I will be right back but need to go to the bathroom."

I said, "Can I watch you pee? I like that."

Jason replied, "You like to watch guys pee?"

I nodded and said, "I know that might not be normal, but I like to watch."

Tommy said, "If you blow me, then you can watch both of us pee."

I replied, "Okay."

Then I took his cock right into my mouth. Jason watched as I blew him. 

Tommy must have been very horny as he came quickly, and his load was twice as big as Jason's.

We all walked into the bathroom, and Jason said, "Since you are already naked and like to watch guys pee, how about you jump into the bathtub, and we can pee on you or near you if you want? You can wash it off in the shower right afterward." 

I jumped in the tub and said, "Let me have it." 

I was standing up, and they peed on my legs, and Tommy raised his cock up and sprayed some on my pussy.

It was a warm feeling as the pee hit my leg, and I thought I must be crazy to like this, but I did. 

I turned on the shower right afterward, and they both watched me as I soaped and washed off the pee.

When I got out of the shower, dried off, and put on my clothes, Jason told me, "Holly, you are a babe, a fox, and I like you. You have done what I asked you to do, and we are now even. If you ever want to do this again, I am sure Tommy would be up for it, and so am I."

I replied, "Thanks. I am glad we are even, and I will think about your offer."

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A few weeks passed, and I heard my brother on the phone talking to Jason. 

All I heard him say was, "Shit, I can't make that weekend. Can't you change it? I would love to go to your parents' cabin by the lake. Umm, okay, let me know if you can change it." 

After he hung up, I asked, "What's wrong, Davy?"

He looked at me and said, "You know, how many of my friends go up to the lake every year to stay at Jason's parents' cabin by the lake? This year, they have it scheduled for the week after you graduate. That is the week I have my baseball tournament, and I can't miss that. So, I will miss the trip to the lake unless he can change it, and it does not sound like that is possible."

I replied, "I am so sorry, Davy. You always liked that, but baseball is so important to you." 

He nodded his head and sulked away.

The next day, Jason called me and said, "Hey, Holly, hope you are well. I don't know if you want to do this, but we will have an extra bedroom at the lake this year. Your brother can't go, and I wanted to know if you would like to go. I know your parents are going with your brother to his baseball tournament. You can be our lake babe, and you can watch all of us pee to your heart's content."

I said, "I might. Will I have my own room? Should I bring something? Will I be required to give blowjobs?"

He replied, "Yes, you would have your own room. You won't need to bring anything, and you can give blowjobs if you want to. Like I told you, I like you and thought this might be fun."

I said, "Sounds great. Count me in."

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Lake weekend came, and my parents left with my brother the day before I needed to go to the lake. The more I thought about it, the more excited I got. I started masturbating to the idea days before I left. Every time I thought about them peeing, it made me soaking wet. I also liked giving blowjobs.

When I got to the cabin, Jason and Tommy, along with two other guys, Chet and Devin, were already there.

Jason hugged me and said, "Everyone knows what you like, and we all want you to watch us pee. There is a place down by the lake with a fence and an outdoor shower, and we could do what you like there. The bathroom here at the cabin is just too small."

I replied, "Sounds good."

I got to know them a little better the rest of that night. I saw what my brother liked to do as they drank beer after beer until they were all drunk. They offered me a beer, but I thought better about that idea. 

The next day, it was time to go to the lake. They had some fishing equipment and a small canoe. I wore my bikini and walked to the lake with them.

As I walked in front of them, I overheard Jason say to them, "I told you she was hot, and just look at the wiggle as she walks."

After hearing that, I stopped and bent over and acted like I had something in my shoe so they could have a good view of my ass.

We walked by the shower he had spoken of and went to the shore of the lake, where they put the canoe in the water. Two of them baited the hooks and put them in the water.

Jason said, "Anyone else need to pee? I know I do."

They all raised their hands and looked at me.

That was my clue to go to the outdoor shower area. 

I looked around and saw no one else near us. I took off my bikini and said, "Who is first?"

They all took off their shorts and walked towards me with their hard cocks seeking my attention.

Chet went first, and I licked his balls first before I stuck his cock in my mouth. I grabbed Tommy and Devin's cock and stroked them the as I blew Chet.

Jason watched and stroked his cock as I blew Chet.

Chet let out a huge grunt and shot a load of cum into my mouth. Seeing this, Tommy blew his load on my hair and face. Devin walked in front of me so I could blow him. Jason came right next to me, and I took his cock in my hand and masturbated him.

Devin was face fucking me pumping his cock in and out of my mouth and shot his load in my mouth and on my nose. 

I turned to Jason and started sucking on his pulsing cock. I could see his veins bulging as I blew him. The other three watched as I did.

Jason shot his massive load down my throat.

He smiled at me and said, "Ready for a waterfall?"

I nodded my head, and all of them soaked me from head to toe with pee. I loved the warmth of the pee hitting me. After they were done, I stood up and showered it off as they watched.

The rest of the day, I helped them fish. Most of the time, I was naked. We had a trout dinner that night, and it was so good.

They did the same thing after dinner and got drunk. I turned in early.  

That night, at about three a.m., Jason tapped me on the shoulder and woke me up and said, "Holly, I really care about you. I want to make love to you. Do you want to?"  

I looked at him, patted the bed, and said, "Come on in." 

He took off my panties and slowly slid his cock in me. I had only made love once before, and Jason's cock felt so good. We kissed as we fucked. The old bed springs squeaked and squeaked. In and out of me his cock went soaking my pussy.  

He stopped and rolled me over and said, "Let's do doggie."

This was my first time doing doggie, and I loved it. My pussy was soaked, and he gave me a few orgasms before he shot a load of cum in me.

He fell off me and said, "Fuck Holly, that was the best. You are taking my heart, and I think I might be falling in love with you."

That shocked me, and I liked him a lot, but I was unsure about the love thing.

I smiled at him and said, "You are a great guy, Jason, and I like you a lot."

We fell asleep, and the next day, Jason told his friends that I was his girl.

The rest of the weekend, Jason was the only one I blew, although all of them peed on me so they could see me naked and watch me wash it off.

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After we returned, Jason and I became an item. My brother never understood why we were a couple, and Jason never told him about my love of watching guys pee. Will I always love that? I don't know. What I do know now is Jason is beginning to take my heart, and we fuck like rabbits.