I remember falling asleep curled around your arm as you drove  Telling myself it was wrong because you weren't mineI was with another yet it felt so wonderful with youI remember waking up your hand on my leg fingers lightly strokingThe gentle touch of your lips atop my head made me smilePretending to be sleeping so it wouldn't endI remember the clarity and peace that washed over meAdmitting to myself if no one else I love...

All I want to do is quitJust stop thinking and wonderingTo curl up in your armsForget the world and relax like before. Mind racing I wonder what changedYou used to be my comfort from the worldNow another weight on my mind. You sit there within arms reachYet you feel miles awayI could reach out and touch youI dare not fearing you’ll turn away. Glancing over I rise up and walk awayEyes brimming with tears held backThe façad...

The words I dare not say ever hover on my lipslonging to be set free. Simple words yet profoundchange everything once uttered never to be the same again. Do you know how I feel the words I fear to tell you the way they linger on my lips? Gathering courage and strength I open my mouth to speak take a breath and close my lips. Always faltering last minute never brave enough to release them I sit silently with a sad smile. E...

Arriving at your house, I quickly turn off the car and grab my purse to get changed. Shimmying into my shorts I quickly slip off my tank top and bra, then re-tie my cover up. Putting my coat on, I tie the belt and check my hair in the mirror, before heading to the front door. As I step in I’m greeted with a hug and smile before walking to the couch. Sitting down, I curl my legs up and wait for you to sit down. After you’v...

I know this is short but it was a request written under a very short deadline... may add more laterRising from the sofa without a word I move to the door and click the lock in place as you watch me from your seat. Turning off the main light I walk to were you sit and stop. Positioning my self in front of you I look down at you on the couch wondering if you have figured out my secret but your face gives nothing away. Leani...

What will be a 3 part installment about worshiping his cock. Hope you enjoy. Sitting on the sofa across from you I quietly debate what to do; I’ve was told before hand that unless I initiate contact nothing will be happening tonight or any night until I step up. So here I sit wondering if you’ll break or if it really is up to me. It’s a stupid thing to think of course, I know your not going to crack before I do. Deciding...

Eyes wide glistening with tears Fingers twisting the chain around my neck Lungs squeezed tight fighting for air Mind trying to stop the memories that play All fails as the tears being to fall Black make-up stained cheeks left in their wake Shoulders shaking with each sob Strangled sounds of despair escape Trying desperately to stop the tears Focused on feeling nothing at all Willing the walls back into place Reaching a pl...

I don't often write poems but I this is one of my better written pieces. It was written awhile back and has never been shared before. Sitting I wonder what happened to us. From friends to lovers and back again, Ever repeating the cycle. Shared conversations on every topic. The one I trusted with everything, Opened myself never considering the pain to come. Feelings of love and belonging replaced. To the one I felt I matte...

Curled up with you on the couch watching TV I feel your hand squeeze my hip, nails biting into my skin. The contact causes goose bumps all over my body in anticipation of what’s to come. I savor the feel of your hand moving slowly up my stomach to cup my breast. Turning my head toward you I moan as you crush your lips to mine; gasping as you pinch my nipple, your tongue invades me wiping any trace of thought away from my...

As I sit at home the television on but my mind else where, I think of you coming home. It’s been a long week with you away on business and I’m watching the clock excitedly, only ten more minutes before your home. Settled into your chair I breath in the faint smell of you, I smile as I adjust my robe a bit making sure it’s securely tied. I move quickly to the mirror to check over myself I want to look my best for you, I’ve...

It still feels early as I begin to wake up, grabbing my phone I check the time; 7am. Why in the hell did I wake up this early? It doesn’t sound like anyone is awake so I roll over to go back to sleep. Instead I feel a smile spread across my face. I know you made it to your room to sleep last night. Standing up I grab my robe as it’s easier then getting dressed and move quietly across the hall. Seeing that you left your do...

Laying down for the night I curl into the blankets and find a comfortable position. It’s too bad I’m not in the least bit tired, I’ve run to my room to hide. I’ve been sitting on the sofa for the last two hours and for the entire time wanted to feel your hands on me. Maybe if I lay by myself I can relax and forget my urges for a time. Just as my eyes begin to drift closed I hear the door open and opening my eyes, I watch...