Hi, find it a little sad because i come here when i am down, i think it would be better for me to come and see if i can maybe help someone. I had to put down Snoopy he was 11. I am thinking of all the love he gave me, he was really my best friend. I know he was only a dog but i never took him for granted I knew what he meant to me. Finding it so fuckin hard to get past he is no longer with me. I have cried so much obviously alone, I know it would be better to share my emotions but i am who I am. Is it fucked up that i feel this way. So i have been drinking more beers than i usually do just to numb the pain to be able to cope better. I miss him sooooo much can't get the image of his face when he looked at me, all the memories are flashing before me, I know this is deeper than just my dog, i have always had issues in my head. Just want to say if anyone is suffering the loss of a loved pet my heart goes out to you, your not alone and if i can giving you a big hug.....well I am❤️