July 3rd, continued My brief surprise at the feeling of strong, capable hands taking control of my body quickly shifted to reinvigorated lust as I felt a heavy, warm, and very hard cock drop onto my belly with a slap. At that moment, Vinda giggled and said, "I saw you looking at him. Did you think I'd let you leave without having him?" I took this heavy, veiny cock in my hands, tracing up with my eyes to the edges of a ma...

July 3rd, continued At that moment, there was no way I would say no to her, to this, to anything this night had in store for me. I kissed her deeply, sharing her still-warm juices with my lips. "I can't be any more ready." She got out of bed and turned off the already dim blue lights. The room was almost completely pitch black, aside from a single candle left burning in the foyer lighting the entryway. I watched her perfe...

July 3rd, continued I still, somehow, couldn’t fully accept that this was real, despite it being my newest dream life goal. She then leaned in closer, her crossed legs parted, and the cuff of her brazenly sexy boot brushed against the back of my bent knee. My nipples hardened to diamond strength. She whispered into my ear, "Please. I'm so hot for you. I crave you so badly in the myriad of ways I've discovered in the last...

July 3rd I have just begun to be able to piece together and process the pure ecstasy I experienced with Vinda at her club last night. I want so badly to share it with someone, with Ryan especially, but it stays here for now. I don't even know where to begin sorting out my feelings about it, honestly. My conscience tells me I should feel the weight of a metric ton of guilt, and though I can't ignore it, I still can't help...

June 22nd I am starving for a night out! I have been such a slave to the grind for ages, and as exhausted as that has made me, my soul is screaming for five minutes of fun! Ryan's work has really taken its toll and he's never been more inaccessible; he's too exhausted to even muster up a smile half the time, never mind becoming meaningfully invested in an evening together. Even less likely to occur, is the night of deep,...