if anyone can give me the password to the room gentlemen of lush, i'd appreciate it.

i'm not particularly effeminate but i do like the female role in bed.

I luv giving oral and am curious about having a man inside me.

also, if a woman wants to watch me with a man whether i'm in fem mode or man mode, that would be so hot.

the desire to be the gurl is overwhelming. i'm so ready. 

what started me on this journey is something i'd like to find again: a woman or women that will encourage and enjoy watching me perform fellatio.
my fav room on aol many years ago was f like bi male. women or men interest me, especially my giving oral to either/both. i always like bi women (yes, i know most of us guys like the girl on girl thing) i'm an older guy, str8 for most of my life but in my 40s a bi woman i was seeing told me her biggest fantasy was watching a man go down on another man. got me to thinking, and thinking, and eventually doing. haven't had the opportunity very often but enjoyed it when i did. my fav so far was a mmf 3 some where she loved seeing me give him head. even after i found i was bi, i wasn't interested in anything with men other than giving oral and body contact. that has changed a bit recently. i think about bottoming and dressing. i still wish i could find a woman who would enjoy me doing these things. i'm not sure that kind of dream cums true
i don't do cyber but i do like to talk about sex with f or m.