August 24, 2024

Dear Journal,

Let’s start with introductions. You’re Journal Number Seven, or just Journal for short. You’re the seventh in a long line of journals that I’ve owned since I started writing down my daily adventures. I’m Mindy, the girl who will be logging entries onto your pages. Nice to meet you. Journal Number Six was a good and faithful servant and will be missed, but it’s time for a fresh start.

Why is it time for a fresh start, you ask? Because today was moving day!

When I graduated high school in May, I decided that I wanted to go to the same university that my big brother, Dex, is attending. Dex was living with another guy who just graduated, so I got to move in with him. It’ll be just like old times.

If there’s any downside to this whole situation, it’s that my boyfriend, Arnie, will be halfway across the country. I’m definitely bummed about that, but Arnie and I have both said we’re going to do whatever it takes to make the relationship work. We’ll still see each other on breaks from school, and when we’re done with college, we’ll finally get together again for good. After four years together, I know what we have is real, so I’m sure we’ll make it work.

Okay, I’ve got to unpack my bedding before I go to sleep. I’ll share more tomorrow. Here’s to a new adventure!


September 3, 2024

Dear Journal,

Classes at the university are definitely different from high school. It’s hard, but luckily my brother has already been through this for a year, so he’s been a huge source of help in these first few days.

I know I’ve said it a few times over the last several days, but I’m still feeling kind of lonely. I’m still talking to my boyfriend every day, and that’s great. I’m meeting new people at school, too. I guess the big thing that’s bothering me is Dex. Living with my brother as an adult is definitely different than when we were kids. We used to spend tons of time together, doing all sorts of stuff. But it seems like here, Dex scurries off to his room whenever he gets the chance. I thought about asking him why he doesn’t hang out with me more, but I’m guessing that he was used to having a roommate who wasn’t his sister, so I’m trying not to pester him about it.


September 4, 2024

Dear Journal,

Ew, ew, ew!

So, today I discovered why Dex is always hiding in his room. When we moved in, Dex took several pictures, including a couple of nice ones of the two of us outside the apartment. He told me I could pull the pictures off his computer while he was in classes today, so that’s what I did.

While I was getting the pictures, I noticed a folder labeled “secret stash,” and I let my curiosity get the best of me.

Big mistake.

The entire folder turned out to be filled with porn. I'm not a prude. I know Dex is an adult, and he can look at whatever he wants. I probably wouldn’t have given it a second thought if it weren’t for the subject matter. The thing is, my brother is apparently into some seriously kinky stuff. Almost every file in the folder was incest porn. Not only that, it was brother/sister porn.

As soon as I realized what it was I was seeing, I was immediately grossed out. Does Dex think about me like that? How sick would that be?! I get nauseous just from thinking about it.

Weirder still, in the midst of all the porn videos, he had this other file, labeled as some kind of hypnosis program. I’ll admit it, my curiosity got the best of me. Before exiting the folder, I tried to open the hypnosis file, just to see what it was. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately), nothing seemed to happen, so I closed down the folder and left his room.

So I guess my brother is a total perv, and I get to live with him for the next several years. Yay, me.


September 12, 2024

Dear Journal,

I know, I know. I need to quit going in there. It’s just that I can’t help it. Ever since I discovered his porn stash, I keep hoping that he’ll have some other kind of porn on his computer, like a normal human. But nope, it’s always the same—brother and sister porn. If that’s not enough, some of the girls in the videos even look like me. Gross.

And as always, that hypnosis file still doesn’t work. I keep trying it every time I go in there, but I click on it, and the next thing I know, several minutes have passed and nothing happened. So weird.

Anyway, I’m going to keep today’s entry short. I almost forgot to call my boyfriend today, so I want to make sure I call him before bed.


September 17, 2024

Dear Journal,

Dex invited me out to dinner with him tonight. At first I was a little hesitant due to his secret fetish, but ultimately I decided to give it a shot. Let me tell you, I’m glad I did. He was a total gentleman. If he was thinking anything untoward, I would never have known. I’d even go as far as to say that he was bordering on charming. If I were out on a date, I’d definitely be open to going out again. Of course, this is my brother, so it wasn’t a date. Ew.

Speaking of ew, all throughout dinner, I couldn’t help but think about his secret porn stash. And before you ask, yes, I snuck into his room to look through them again. I know I keep saying I’ll quit, but as creepy as it is, some of the videos are kind of hot. In fact, I was a little horny last night, so I thought I’d get myself off for the first time in a while. As I was masturbating, one of his videos popped into my mind. It was so sexy that I found myself thinking about another, and then another. I came pretty hard, so maybe there’s something to his little incest porn obsession. Not that I was thinking of Dex in ANY way when I was masturbating. That would be gross.

I really need to wrap this up. I was preoccupied and forgot to call Arnie again last night, so I’d better make sure I call him before bed.


September 28, 2024

Dear Journal,

You wouldn’t believe it. My brother added a whole bunch of new videos to his stash! Some of them are so good, too. Of course, they’re all incest videos, but if you don’t think about that part too hard, they’re ultra hot. I was so turned on that I found myself masturbating right there in his office chair.

He changed the hypnosis file too, but this one still doesn’t work. I even tried opening it a second time. Nothing. Very weird.

Okay, I've got to go. I haven’t called Arnie in several days, and I need to reach out before bed. This is really becoming a bad habit, isn’t it?


October 9, 2024

Dear Journal,

Dex is such a gentleman! This is probably the fifth or sixth time he’s taken me out to dinner now. He really knows how to lay on the charm, too. He’s holding doors for me, telling me how lovely I look. It’s better than dates with my boyfriend.

Speaking of my boyfriend, I need to call him tonight. It’s been almost a week since we talked.

But back to Dex. He asked if we could go out again soon, and I actually got butterflies in my stomach! How weird is that? It’s not like I have any sort of romantic interest in him at all. I guess he’s just treating me so well that my body is reacting that way. I still find it hard to believe that my charming, handsome brother secretly has such a kinky side, but part of me gets it. He’s a man. I’m a woman. Men fuck women. It’s still kinky and a little weird, but I really can’t hold it against him.

On that note, I also have to admit that I love the new videos he added to his stash this week. I’m probably getting off in his room nearly as often as he is anymore. Now there’s a kinky thought!


October 25, 2024

Dear Journal,

That was weird.

Last night, I was having my usual bedtime masturbation session. There I was, rubbing my clit, trying not to moan. It wasn’t really going anywhere, and I started to wonder if I’d come at all.

Then I thought about Dex.

Almost instantly, the floodgates opened. I came so hard that Dex probably heard me if he was awake. How embarrassing would that be?

Then this morning for my wake-up masturbation session, the same thing happened. The really weird thing is, it was actually kind of hot. Maybe it’s just how kind he’s been to me lately. He’s going out of his way to make my life easy. I love it. Nearly every night this week we’ve cuddled on the couch and watched movies all night. It’s super sweet of him, so maybe that’s why these feelings are cropping up all of a sudden.

Of course, I’m sure that some of it is the fact that I’m still getting off to my brother’s videos, as usual. Occasionally I even sneak in there twice a day, just to watch some porn star fuck the brains out of his pretend sister. It’s just so hot. My only complaint is that his stupid hypnosis video never works. I open it every time, and I feel like I just sit there and nothing happens. I’d love to know what it’s supposed to do.

Oh, Dex invited me to a Halloween party next week that one of his college friends is hosting. Not sure what I’ll wear, but I’ll find something.


October 31, 2024

Dear Journal,

The Halloween party was outstanding!

Remember that naughty nurse outfit I found a few days ago? When I added the makeup and ditched my bra, it looked even better than when I tried it on the first time. Between my tits and ass, I caught the attention of every guy at the party. And I mean every guy.

All night long, Dex couldn’t quit staring at me. It’s so naughty to think like this, but I loved getting his attention. I know the porn he likes. I know what’s on his computer. I know he was fantasizing about me, imagining that I was his personal naughty nurse.

After a while, I got so turned on from all of his little glances and peeks down my top that I didn’t care that the party was still going on. I snuck off to the bathroom and got myself off, imagining my brother the whole time. And before you ask, I’m not “into” my brother. I just like that he appreciates the effort I put into looking sexy. Arnie hardly ever says anything about my looks anymore. That’s probably why I haven’t talked to him on the phone in a couple of weeks. We still text and Snapchat a bit, but honestly, he’s hardly showing any effort, and it makes me sad.


November 10, 2024

Dear Journal,

I still can’t believe it’s over.

After I finished writing about my argument with Arnie in last night’s entry, I decided I couldn’t take it anymore. I called him and broke up with him. Arnie and I were together all throughout high school. Now it almost feels like those four years were wasted.

I was so depressed today, I couldn’t bring myself to have my morning masturbation session. I still went into my brother’s room to look through his videos, of course, but I didn’t even get myself off in there.

When Dex got home from school, I told him all about the breakup and cried into his chest for half an hour. He’s so caring. The way he held me in his arms reminded me that I was still loved. He told me he’d take me out tomorrow night to help me forget about my heartbreak. I’m so glad I have a sweet brother like him.


November 11, 2024

Dear Journal,

What a difference a day makes!

Dex and I went out tonight, and I'm still feeling butterflies in my stomach. He was such a gentleman and so very sweet to me. When we went to leave, he actually called it a date! How cute is that?

For our date, we went to this fancy restaurant. Dex told me to get anything I wanted, so I ordered the lobster—my favorite. Dex had a steak, and we talked like the best of friends. More than once I found myself staring into his eyes, thinking how lucky I was to have such a caring brother.

After dinner, he took me to a park that was nearby. It was a little cold, but he held me close to keep me warm. Then, as if he was pulling a page out of the handbook on romance, he put this slow song on his phone and asked me to dance. Dancing there with him, under the stars, was thrilling. I felt like a princess being doted on by her prince.

When the song ended, I found myself looking deep into his eyes, wishing for another moment like this. I’m still not sure what came over me, but I found my eyes closing as I leaned into him, catching his lips in a slow, tender kiss.

Maybe it’s all those sexy incest videos of his that I keep watching, but something about kissing Dex lit a fire in me. In that instant, I wanted to kiss him again, and again, and again. Fortunately, I managed to restrain myself. I kept reminding myself that Dex has self-control, so I can too. I know he wanted more than a kiss, yet he held his ground. Taking a line from his book, I pulled back, smiled into his eyes, and we walked back to the car.

I know I’ll miss my boyfriend, but I have to tell you, Dex definitely made tonight feel special.


November 15, 2024

Dear Journal,

You’re not going to believe what I did. I still can’t believe it myself.

Ever since our date on Monday, I haven’t been able to get that kiss with Dex out of my head. I couldn’t help but wonder what else it could have become if I had just given in. Then, this afternoon while I was watching his incest videos, I got this idea.

When our nightly cuddling on the sofa and watching TV time came, I stepped out of my room wearing the thinnest tank top I owned, with no bra, and the shortest shorts I owned. Dex couldn’t help but stare, and I knew right then that I had him. I strutted right up to the couch, climbed in next to him, and snuggled so close that I was practically in his lap.

When he finally said it was time to go to bed later that night, I turned to face him, asking for a goodnight kiss. Without thinking, Dex leaned in and tried to kiss me on the cheek, but I stopped him.

“No,” I told him. “On the lips, like we did on Monday.”

In the next instant, I pressed my lips up against his and let nature take over. Before either of us knew what was happening, our mouths were open and our tongues were dancing against one another. We stayed like that, making out like a couple of teenagers in love, for longer than I’d ever made out with my boyfriend. I even felt Dex get hard as I pressed into him. It was so hot.

When I got to my bedroom some time later, I stripped naked and dove into bed, masturbating furiously. I moaned. I groaned. I was so loud that I knew Dex could hear me, but I didn’t care. I wanted him to hear me. I wanted him to know that his little sister was in her bed, getting off to the memory of making out with him. As I came, all I could think about was Dex.

Fuck, he’s so hot.