Rambling Stories

It all seems silly nowWhere I once stood firmIt's not a place at allIt took this long to learnPerhaps with jaded perceptionI created an alternate stateA place that withstood timeAnd so I was never lateDoesn't that sound great?But something happenedI allowed myself to loveI nurtured and protectedDespite words said aboveI made so called friendsAnd I let my love showI allowed myself to feelUntil reality had to let me goI fel...

Would it be okayIf I stopped to sayI know youNot your nameThat has now changedBut you're still youSo many beforeWalked out that doorJust to again returnPretending to beA different somebodySome will never learnIf you can't be youYou can't be trueSo really, what's the pointI shake my headAt all you've saidAnd roll up another jointDumb myself downDress up like a clownAt least I am still meStoned and aloneI watch from my thro...

I am so overGetting pushed aroundKicked while I'm downCrying without making a soundI can't understandWhy I feel so badEvery time you get madOur life is fucking sadIt's gotta stop soonI can't handle any moreMy heart is bruised and soreThere must be an end to this warDriving me madI want you far far awayRuining someone else's dayFor now, that's all I have to say

Do you love meOr just the idea of meNo communicationMisdirected hostilityWe don't loveUnconditionallyThat's too muchYou'll never admitThat you love meBut don't like me one bitI annoy youYour feelings are legitYou lead me rightAnd leave me leftYour anger growingWith every stepMy fear consumes meI've become unkeptI don't need youI can do it aloneYou can go aheadI'll wait at homePlanning my nightWatching you roamIt's time to...